People are frustrating.

Reminded, yet again, why I had wanted to leave…

I’m crying.

Literally earlier, figuratively now.

I simply cannot do this.

This asshole.

Ugh, only 6 more days with him, but they’re going to be the longest days of my life. Shoot me now.

whatever.

When I cut my hair, I have a tendency of thinking that the best way to fix minor mistakes is to just cut shorter…why do I never learn? x_x

The only thing I like about the “Seen By” feature on facebook is that I can see how many assholes I am virtually friends with.

I considered going to class, but then I thought, nah, better not.

I’ve spent a lot of time with people recently, which is nice, yet even still, when I retreat back into the cavern of my room, I am overwhelmed with a sense of loneliness and despair, like I have been isolated for my entire life, like I am not good enough for anyone or anything, like I have never made connections with anyone, like I am destined to be alone in all regards, like I am nothing to you while you are everything to me.

Every time I see you I just…

I just get so overwhelmed.

So many different emotions run through me at once, so I never fully grasp which one I am actually feeling; no one emotion is pronounced.

I am always left with thoughts of what if?

So, on accident, I found out that my sister is pregnant. She’s been pregnant for 2 months, and no one thought to tell me. Are you fucking kidding me? -_-

Day 1 and we’re already bonding and talking about committee themes and crazy random ideas…

I swear, this is one of my major reasons for joining a District Committee again. It’s just so easy and nice to bond with people from different schools all throughout the district. <3love<3

I’ve seriously been contemplating getting an anchor tattoo, right about there too (well, probably further down…my forearm area?), on my left arm. I think it would contemplate the birds on my wrist well?